this will be mushy

too many things have changed since my last post. okay, sorry. let me think of a good enough reason to explain my absence.

1) i have lost access to blogs at work
2) i have tons of work and tutorials
3) i have no more strength to go online when i get home
4) i have been meeting up with friends
5) i have a new boyfriend.

yes, i have been busy watching movies, going to dinner, holding hands, staying home, out drinking, going to market market, staying home and being silly with this person.


it is so special to have not expected a relationship out of this friendship but by some unknown configuration of the universe, we have gotten together.

it is amazing how he is always so positive and cheery and always greets me with a smile. he would do anything for the people he cares for and always wants everyone to be happy and have a good time. he's taught me to not take things so seriously all the time and that there is always a brighter, lighter side to life. i have no idea how he rolls with my moods and still hugs me at the end of the day. i have definitely been less than perfect, but i am infinitely blessed to have an almost perfect someone beside me!

please allow me this sappy entry because two days ago... he fell off his motorcycle and broke his wrist. of course i couldn't help but be worried. when i saw him i teared up for a bit and realized how much he meant to me. i almost wanted to curse the motorcycle, almost wanted to curse the circumstance he found himself in, almost wanted to keep him in my arms and not let go.

thank god it was just his wrist when it could have been much worse. what matters is he's okay and will be just like new in a couple months time.

i will not waste any more time saying what i don't mean, or not saying what i want to.

you are the best birthday gift. i really love you, and i want everyone to know :)

stay safe, my sleepy person.